feeling so discouraged again; I feel like this fat will never leave. and my eating has been pretty bad this weekend. and I haven’t pooped. I want to go back to taking aderall. it makes me crazy and emotional, but suppresses my appetite for days. I dropped ten pounds in just a few months by taking two a day. I just can’t decide if being a complete psycho is worth losing ten more pounds.

to make matters worse, my boyfriend had made several comments this weekend about my weight. it hurts me so much because he’s in really good shape. I just don’t know what to do or how to lose this weight. defeated.com.